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The novel in paperback or ebook. And if you want to go deeper: two workbooks to make the journey yourself. You won't see yourself the same way after.

What readers are saying
I couldn’t put this book down. Once I finished, I lay awake for hours - from recognition, longing, and hope.
This book says out loud what we all think but never dare to say. I felt seen like never before.
Finally, a book that isn’t the standard story of a rich macho man dominating a shy girl. Just a raw and sexy story about women who want to decide about their own lives. It’s not what you expect, so go in with a blank mind and just enjoy the read. I definitely recommend it and I’m very curious about the next part.
What a beautiful debut. It took me a moment to get into it and get to know the women. But after that I couldn’t put it down. In the various desires and struggles of the women, I recognized parts of myself. I too have wrestled with my own desires and wishes. It’s beautiful to see them spoken out loud and experienced here. Would I dare to take that step Emma takes at that point? It’s lovely to ask yourself that. Looking forward to the next book and the adventures of these Spa sisters.
This is a lovely example of ‘everyone thinks about it but no one says it’ — until now! I really enjoyed this book. Afterwards I genuinely found myself wondering: ‘Is this something for me..?’. How could something like this work for me? There’s so much more to it than I suspected. I’d really love to have the paperback too🥰 .
Which version is right for you?
Start with the book. Want it to land, add a workbook.

The novel — *Secret Desires*
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Four women, four stories where you meet yourself. A novel you don’t brush off, one that touches you right where it aches. You won’t see yourself the same way after.
- ✓ Four women, four stories full of recognition
- ✓ A story you can’t put down
- ✓ Read it in paperback or as an ebook
- ✓ All bonuses included
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Transformation edition — The whole journey, nothing skipped
Most complete · Recommended
~430 pages · 29 lessons · one for every chapter
- ✓ Everything in the basic, and a lot more
- ✓ An online course that walks you through it step by step. Every lesson fills in and shares digitally too
- ✓ A six-part ritual per lesson: three core questions, a buffet of deepening questions, your biggest insight, a challenge on three levels, a miracle question and a weekly intention
- ✓ An action plan every week. Each insight turns into one concrete step
- ✓ Access to The Phoenix Society: a live community of women on the same journey
- ✓ Extras: the Phoenix Spotify playlist, a card game of conversation starters, and the Spa Sister quiz
The definitive way to work with Secret Desires. Choosing just one? Then this one.
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Basic edition — The core, in a single weekend
~75 pages · 4 parts · 16 reflections
- ✓ Four parts that follow the book
- ✓ Compact rhythm: one core question, a short deepening, one micro-challenge
- ✓ Done in a single weekend (~4 hours)
- ✓ Room to write, in your own handwriting
An honest first step.
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Want to compare the workbooks in more detail? See the workbook page.
Some books you read. This book reads you.
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